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Tuesday, December 8, 2015

A Good Weight On Me

A Good Weight On Me

So I think about weight a lot and I talk about weight a lot! Probably to a detriment! But I'm determined! I'm eating clean as often as I can and I'm working out harder than I have in my life! I'm proud of myself! And I want to be healthy and strong!


But this isn't about my body weight!

I often think about the weight of stress! I'm thinking all the time. I have lists upon lists upon lists! 


But this isn't about the weight of my thoughts either!

Instead tonight...I'm completely relaxed with the weight of my children on me! LITERALLY!

I can't get up to capture this moment in a picture and it's all ok!

It's a Tuesday night!
We finished homework.
Domenic and I exercised (with Nick and Zack exercising with us here and there!).
We had dinner.
Did baths.
And we all laid on the couch to watch Survivor...and everyone's asleep.
Luke's legs are across mine and both Nick and Zack are laying on either side of me!

The weight of another body on you is funny!
It's warm and heavy!
And as their body's rise and fall with each breath, I don't want to move to stir them!


They are so peaceful!
I am so filled with love at this very moment!


And I'll probably stay up later tonight...just to prolong feeling the weight of my boys I love so, so much!